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Jun. 11th, 2009

Broken Angel

I wrote this poem, it's called Sad Girl.(I suck at writing poems so please don't judge too harshly.)

You look at her and you can't see her pain.
She wears a fake smile
As she plays this game
She walks around like nothing's wrong
But you never knew
How she really felt all along
She never showed the pain she felt inside
She felt no one would understand
So every night she cried
She couldn't be anywhere and not feel rejected
So she remained all alone
By herself, only feeling neglected
She let herself go like this her whole life
Never feeling love
Only feeling pain and strife
If only someone would care about this sad girl
If only someone would take her away
So she could leave this lonely world
If only she had someone she could call "friend"
One who wouldn't ever hurt her or leave her
One who would be with her until the end
She'll wait for that day to arrive
She'll wait for that perfect friend to come and save her
And she can finally feel alive
So she'll hope and she'll pray
As she patiently waits
For that perfect day
When there will be no more sadness in her world
And no more bad things will happen
To this sad girl.

May. 21st, 2009

broken_angel_zac

Writer's Block: Close Call

Accidents happen all the time, and often we walk away miraculously uninjured. What has been your closest call with avoiding serious harm in an accident?


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Well, myself personally, unless I just don't remember, haven't been in a situation like that. But honestly, just yesterday, my best friend texted me and told me that his little brother had gotten hit by car while riding his bike. I, of course, freaked out, then I asked him how badly was he injured. And he texted me back and said that he was okay, he just got scraped up.
He walked away from it without any broken bones. Just scrapes. That seems like a close call to me...

May. 20th, 2009

ME

Happiness

I gotta be honest...I'm happy.
I get out of school in 2 days!
And I'm supposed to be getting a summer job, and I did turn in an application at Sonic,
but the only one I can work at is full right now.
And I was told that I didn't have to apply anywhere else.
So until a spot opens up at Sonic, that means NO SUMMER JOB!
Now that does kind of disappoint me because I didn't want to work, but I did want to get money and there's only one way I can get any of that.
Oh well...I'll give myself a little break after the school year's out, and then if Sonic just doesn't work out after a while, I'll apply somewhere else, because I really do need to work.
But for now, it's no school and no working!
YAY!!
I won't get too excited though.
Because I know that work must come upon me, I just don't know when.
So let's just call this a "break."

Mar. 28th, 2009

ME

Boring Day...

Today was boring. It snowed in Oklahoma and it's almost freakin APRIL!! It snowed for 10 hours straight today no joke!! Hell, it was a blizzard! A BLIZZARD in freakin APRIL!(almost) And I've been sick ever since Friday. I've almost downed a whole bottle of DayQuil and I've already downed half a bottle of NyQuil in 2 days! (taking my doses every 4 hrs) I think I'm finally getting over it. And my poor nephew. He's five years old and today, he was at his grandma's house and he ran into the counter and chipped one of his teeth. It hurts him so bad. :( And so because that happened, he had to come home. So my brother had to go get him from his grandma's while the blizzard was going on. So he doesn't feel good and at the risk of me getting sick again, I've stayed inside all day. Plus, it was just too damn cold to go out.

I thought spring officially started already...why is there a blizzard happening in spring? I hate cold weather. Where's the warm weather I love and want so much right now?

Feb. 20th, 2009

mmm bop lyrics

Thank you, crazyangel4life!

Thank you, crazyangel4life! Those stories are exactly what I was wanting!

Still looking for more wierd hanfic though. If ANYBODY knows of ANY, then please let me know. I've already started my new weird hanfic. It doesn't have a name yet, but I'll be posting a teaser on here for it soon.

Feb. 19th, 2009

broken_angel_zac

In Search of WEIRD Hanfic

I'm looking for weird Hanfic. It can be extremely weird as it needs to be. I don't care. I'd just like to read some. If not, then I'm going to make a new weird hanfic that takes place in the future...(I'm talking WAY future! W/ flying hoverboards and things like that) and before I write, I'd like some inspiration. So if you know of any weird hanfics out there, please let me know.

Feb. 7th, 2009

Hanson Pins

Party...

I just got back from the greatest party ever! I was totally wrong about it! Nothing to worry about at all!! I LOVED IT!!!!!!

Feb. 2nd, 2009

broken_angel_zac

Spanish language

Maybe it's me...but it seems like ever since I took that Spanish class online at OSU, I seem to be trying to speak more Spanish and noticing more people speaking Spanish around me. I suck at speaking Spanish though and I've always hated it before so what's so different now? I WANT to speak English...I don't get it...

Jan. 19th, 2009

broken_angel_zac

Uh lol RANDOM

1. Grab the book nearest you. Right now.
2. Turn to page 56.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post that sentence along with these instructions in your LiveJournal.
5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the coolest, the most intellectual. Use the CLOSEST.

"As Figure 2.19 shows, certain bacteria convert the nitrogen from air into these more usable forms."

Jan. 10th, 2009

broken_angel_zac

A Poem That I Wrote...God Life Is Depressing


(I'm not trying to be illegal or anything. . .I'm not trying to take the first verse of this poem and call it my own because it's not. It's inspired by the first verse of a song called "Cailin" by Unwritten Law. But only the first verse and even then, it's not exactly the same words, but everything after that are truly things that I have written.)

It seems like yesterday.
When the world was looking dark
It felt so cold and gray.
So why the hell am I even here?
What's the point when all I fell is guilt and hate and fear

I will never be the same.
I only speak the truth
I'm not playing games.
You take everything I love and you ruin it.
If you hated me so much
You should've just said...

I'll never understand why you treat me this way
Why the others are so much fuckin better
You point it out every day!
I can't understand it and I never will.
I'll feel this way til the day I die.
But you'll never be able to tell.

I try to make you happy and please you.
It never works.
You don't care about anything I do.
Look what you make me do!
You constantly try to ruin my life
And now I just hate you!

We'll never be like we used to.
Shopping, talking, having fun.
All that's over because of what you do.
That's all I have to say.
Because honestly, you're not worth wasting my breath.
So I won't anymore.
By now, if it would've been up to me, I would have already left...

 

(That's a parent poem. Sorry if you didn't like it, but this whole week has been the worst week of my life and even though I'm not that good at writing poetry, I had to take my anger out somehow.) 
 

Dec. 19th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

(no subject)


01.What are your nicknames? Mamie, Ames, Mimi

02. How do you style your hair? My hair is crazy. It’s thick, frizzy, and wild. If it’s a good day and it’ll scrunch, then I’ll scrunch, if it’s a good day and it straightens, then I’ll straighten. If it’s not a good day, then ponytail!

03. What's new in your life right now? Um…getting a new car

04. How many colours are you wearing now? White, gray, pink, black, silver shiney-ish.

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert? I’m introvert. I can be extrovert, but that hardly ever happens.

06. What was the last book you read? A Horse Book (Don’t laugh. I had to read it for school.)

07. Do you nap a lot? Not a lot, but if I’m tired, then yes, I will go take a nap.

08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do? Be upset, curse myself for not making a move before someone else did, and then wait for them to break up, THEN try to make my move.

 

      09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Yes, sadly.


      10. What’s your current obsession? Hanson (I obsess much. I write fic, I know a lot about   

            them.lol.)

      11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? A while. I gotta do make up (
I don’t go   
            anywhere w/out it on.) And it takes a while to straighten all of
my hair. And I gotta make sure my 
            clothes don’t look bad.

      12. What websites do you visit daily? LJ, SL, H.net, Yahoo, All my IMs.
 
      13. Do you write fic? YES! (Currently writing Celebrity Babysitter, a rare Mac Fic, on chapter 5)

      14. Do you like to clean? I don’t like to clean, but if I see something dirty, it’s like habit, I want  

           to go clean it, but I can ignore a mess until it gets bad, then I get frustrated and have to clean

           it.

      15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head? Hanson’s “Follow Your Lead” (The

           beginning of it was stuck in my head forever!)

      16. What's the last movie you saw? Four Christmases, it was funny. Lol.

      17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was    

            seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them? I would

            never want to get into that. Whoever I’m gonna be with is gonna love me and only me and they're  
            gonna be married to me and only me.

      18. What is your least favourite thing to do that you have to do every day? Face reality, go to

                  school, deal with the stupid people and things in life.

Dec. 15th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

Celebrity Babysitter - Chapter 5


 Mac and Zac got on the bus.

 

            “Hey, Camie.” He said as he sat next to me.

            “I have something for you.”

      He handed me my pink Converse.

 

“Sorry I took them. I didn’t mean to, it’s just that I put them on, my mom freaked out, and they’re just so frickin’ awesome!”

 

“It’s okay.” I laughed.

“I know they’re awesome. That’s kind of the main reason why I bought them.” I said smart-alecky.

 

“Ha, ha, smart-aleck. Still, I do love these things, but…”

 

      He showed me underneath his baggy jeans he was wearing guy flip flops from American Eagle.

 

            “Okay?” I asked confusingly.

 

                “Mac doesn’t wear flip flops, Camie.” Zac said sitting next to Kate and Shepherd.

“He doesn’t wear shorts either, you know kind of like you. Camie doesn’t like wearing shorts either. Now as far as flip flops go, that’s all Camie ever wears.” He said towards Mac. “But Mac’s more of the kind of person who hates showing themselves at all, you know, like you. He especially doesn’t wear flip flops from American Eagle.” He said towards me.

 

“God, no.” Mac said.

“I hate that store. It’s the preppiest store I have ever seen in my entire life. I hate that place.”

 

     The bus driver, Sam, asked if we were all ready to go. We said we were and then he headed towards Taylor and Natalie’s House.

 

“I hate that store, too. It’s so prejudice against not-so-skinny people. So why are you wearing American Eagle flip flops then?” I asked.

 

“Because, it’s like I was saying. I love your pink Converse, but they were just a little bit too small for me. They gave me blisters. So now, instead of wearing my own Converse, my feet hurt, so I’m stuck wearing these things.” He made a sick face.

“Jessie bought them for me for my birthday. Don’t ask me why she bought me flip flops in January, probably because they were on sale, but she did. I have to wear them every now and then. So Mom can tell her I like them.”

 

      Kate was whispering something to Zac.

“They both hate showing themselves, and they both hate American Eagle. Two more things they have in common. I’ll have them together before the tour’s over.” Kate laughed quietly.

 

      Zac motioned for Kate to be quiet as soon as he saw me look over.

 

                “Anyway,” I said.

                “I’m sorry my shoes gave you blisters.”

 

                “I should of took them off.” He laughed.

 

“Okay, so Mac, the first stop of this tour, we’ll be in New York and Kate knows what that means…SHOPPING! They have the best stores that sell the best shoes. And even though Nikki begs to differ with me, some of those best shoes are Converse. They have all kinds at this one store. So, what I need to do is get you a pair of pink Converse for your birthday.”

 

“Camie, it’s June. My birthday was five months ago.” Mac said.

 

“I know, but if I say that’s why I’m getting them for you, your mom just might let you keep them.” I said.

“And, if you wear pants that are baggy enough, you can just hide them until you get out of the house so no one sees.”

 

      Zac, Kate and Mac all laughed.

 

            “I like the way you think, Camie.” Mac said.

 

      Just then, we pulled into Taylor and Natalie’s driveway. Once the gate was opened, the bus pulled down the driveway. It stopped in the middle of Tay and Nat’s circle drive. Taylor opened the front door, and Ezra came racing past him towards the bus.

 

            “Okay, there’s my kids, I gotta go see them.” I jumped off the bus and ran towards Ezra.

 

            “CAMIE!” he yelled.

 

            “EZRA! My buddy!” I yelled. I grabbed him and wrapped him in a big hug.

            “Hey, bud. What’s up?”

 

            “Nothin.” He smiled cutely.

 

            “Well, we’re gonna have fun aren’t we?” I asked.

            “Yeah!” He said.

            “Guess what?”

 

            “What?” I asked.

           

            “River said you name.” He laughed.

 

            “Really? Where’s your mama? I wanna hear him say it.”

 

      Just then, Natalie got on the bus. Taylor had Penny and Natalie had River. They had all their stuff on the bus, and we were double checking if it was okay to leave.

 

            “Camie,” Natalie said.

            “River can say your name now.”

 

            “I know. Ezra told me. I want to hear him say it.”

 
            “Well, just so you know, he can’t really say Camie, he said Mimi. But we knew he was talking about
             you. Because he was saying it when Ezra was talking about you, and we know Ezra can say Camie. 
             So I don’t know if he’ll say it or not. You know he's a shy boy.”

 

      Taylor and Penny got on the bus, he gave Sam the okay to leave. And once again we were leaving. Going to Ike and Nikki’s house.

 

     Kate began talking quietly to Natalie. I wonder what about?? They have to understand, yeah, I like Mac, but I just met him a day ago. They really gotta get over this. At least until I get to know the guy better. So at that point, I decided to try get their minds off of that particular subject by taking River from Nat’s arms and trying to get him to say Camie – I mean ‘Mimi.’

 

            “Come here, little dude.” I say as I take him.

            “Say Camie. Please? Camie.”

 

      He sat there staring at me. I started in with my jokes. I always joke with those kids.

 

            “Fine, be that way, you little punk. I don’t care.”

 

      River laughed.

 

            “I knew it! You better say my name!” I said as I tickled him.

            “Say Camie! Say Mimi! Say something!”

 

            “He’s not going to –“ Taylor began.

            “MIMI!” River yelled as I continued to tickle him. He laughed and let out a snort. Everyone started laughing.

 

            “Ha! I told you!” I said.

            “Thank you, baby.” I let him down.

 

            “So…” Natalie said.

“It’s a long ride ahead of us. Shall we begin conversating? Ike and Nikki can join in on it when they get on. But we’ll all have kids to attend to, sleep to try to get, and Camie will be putting her earphones in to her iPod soon and we won’t talk much.”

 

      We started a random conversation that stopped whenever we picked up Ike, Nikki, and Everett. They got all their stuff and themselves situated on the bus, once again, gave Sam the okay to leave. And then Ike started a conversation with everyone that could last a while, Natalie, Kate, Nikki, and I attended to the kids every now and then, and instead of me popping my iPod earphones in like Nat had expected me to, me and Mac just went to the back of the bus with the kids and we just talked. The entire way.

Dec. 7th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

(no subject)

First off, I apologize for posting that entry about trying to find pictures of Zac in his Jesus Loves Drummers t-shirt in the Hanfic community. I realize that Hanfic is just for fan fiction. I should of only posted it to the Hanson community. But I belong to both communities. So as I was writing that entry I accidentally set it to post to Hanifc instead of Hanson and I'm sorry for that. And my computer just recently got fixed and it's still not working right. So it posted the entry twice for some reason. I don't why it did it but it was an accident and it won't happen again.

I'm still in search of those pics though! So if anyone knows where then please let me know.

Dec. 5th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

(no subject)

I swear I hate my life. Everything around me always seems to go wrong. I can never get a break. EVERYTHING bad that has to happen, has to happen to me first. Like take today for instance, I lost my flash drive. That flash not only has all of my school work on it, it also has all of my pictures, pics of me, pics of my trip to South Padre Island, pics of Hanson concerts, ALL of my music. And plus, my school life is just horrible. I hate everything about it. No one likes me or understands me. I hate all of the people too. And my cousin is having a Walk on Dec. 13 and then she's going shopping, but I can't go. Everything I want to do, or everything I get excited about always comes back to bite me in the ass because apparantly, I'm not supposed to have anything good happen to me. My life is so fucked up right now and I don't know what I'm gonna do. Why does everything bad always have to happen to me? :(

Nov. 17th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

Amy's Playlist



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Nov. 5th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

I'm Bored...

I really don't like the Spanish language. It's hard to learn. College spanish is even harder. I'm sitting next to a jerkface. He's so mean. I wish he would just go away. I hate this guy. Oh well...if I better not get caught on here so I better go. Stay tuned for more Celebrity Babysitter updates. TTYL!

*Amy

Oct. 20th, 2008

Zac & Kate

Celebrity Babysitter - Chapter 4


      I am SO pissed off! I understand that while being on tour with Hanson, when going from place to place, state to state, sometimes you have wake up VERY early in the morning, get all your stuff together, get on the tour bus and leave. But I am NOT a morning person. SO I HATE THAT! Oh well, I get over it. 

      I woke up in the guest room at Zac and Kate's house. While Zac and Kate were running around doing last minute things to make sure they were all prepared and had all the things they'd need for being on the road, I was just in the room getting myself ready. I already had all of my luggage and the stuff I'd need on the tour bus. I just had my overnight bag that I took with me to Zac and Kate's. 

      I got out of bed, used the guest bathroom, got dressed, did my hair, makeup, etc., got my bag together, and when I was done with all of my stuff, I heard Shepherd crying in his nursery. Kate and Zac were in their room, running around, getting their things and Zac yelled,

          "CAMIE! I need you! Get Shepherd please!"

          "OKAY! I AM ON IT!" I yelled back to him.
          "I AM ON TOP OF THINGS!"

      I walked into Shepherd's room, walked over to his crib, and picked up the screaming baby.

          "Aw, Shepherd, what's the matter, baby?" I cuddled him in my arms.

          "His bottle's in here!" Kate hollered.

      Shepherd and I walked into Zac and Kate's room.

          "God, I have so many things I have to remember!" Kate said in a frantic while pulilng something out of her closet and throwing it in her luggage case.
          "Oh, here's his bottle. I'm sorry, Camie. I got woke up early this morning. I've got lots of things to do before 
            we go. And don't think I forgot about the conversation that we had last night. I'm not done with you."


          "Yes, Kate, I know you didn't forget." I said, that little feeling of slight annoyance coming over me again. But I ignored it by sticking the bottle in Shepherd's bottle and he started eating.
          "We'll take care of that when it gets here. I mean come on, I just met him
last night. Don't you think I should
           get to know him a little better before you, Nat, and Nikki start planning our wedding?"

     Kate seemed to stop her crazy frantic to get last minute items in her luggage case when I cracked my not intended to be funny joke.

          "Okay, look, you're absolutely right. You just met Mac last night. You should get to know him a little better 
            before you go any farther with him. But I think that you two would make a cute couple."

      I was shocked that Zac and had stood there, hearing everything me and Kate were saying, and he wasn't saying a word about it. It was only last night when he wouldn't leave me alone about Mac and now, he wasn't saying anything! What was up with him?

          "Zac? I gotta say, I'm shocked you haven't said anything yet." I said.

          "You want us to leave you alone about it, so 
for now we will. But just for now. I agree with Kate though 
            about you and Mac." Zac said. 

          "I'm just suprised you two are giving in this easily." I laughed.

          "
For now."  they both said at the same time. Then we laughed and I went to the kitchen to get something to eat.

      After I ate, got Shepherd ready, had all my stuff, Zac was ready, and Kate checked enough times to ensure she had everything she, Shepherd, and Zac would need, then we headed out of the apartment. I was carrying my overnight bag and Shepherd in his carseat, and Zac and Kate were carrying all of their bags and luggage cases. We headed outside of the Philtower and there was the big tour bus waiting for us. I put my overnight bag with my other luggage in one of the storage compartments underneath the bus. Zac and Kate did the same witht their luggage, Zac took Shepherd's carseat from me, and we all got on the bus. 

      We were the first ones on the bus. The bus was going to each person's house to pick them up. First was Zac and Kate's, then to Diana and Walker's to pick up Mac, then to Taylor and Natalie's, then to Isaac and Nikki's. 

      The bus drove until it reached this one driveway. It went down the driveway, and stopped in front of this really nice house. On the front porch, sitting on the porch swing, was Mac with all of his luggage next to him. As the bus pulled up, he waved to us. Zac got off to help Mac with his things, and after all his luggage was put up, they were walking to get on the bus. 

      As they were heading towards the bus doors, I looked out the window that I was sitting by, and saw Zac walking beside Mac, talking to him, and in Mac's hand were my pink Converse. 

 

Sep. 5th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

Sorry I've Been Taking So Long...

Hey guys. Sorry it's been so long! I'm having computer issues so I dont know when I'll be able to post again...BUT TRUST ME! I WILL post again! I'm on a "shared" computer right now so I can't post today. But when I am able to post again, you'll know...STAY UPDATED ON CELEBRITY BABYSITTER!!!

Jun. 25th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

Suprising Summer - Chapter 3

(At Zac and Kate’s House)

 

            We stepped off the elevator and made our way down the hall to Zac and Kate’s apartment. He was still making remarks about how I had a crush on Mac. I was just ignoring him. I guess Kate was listening for us. It was late when we got home, and before we even got to the door, Kate opened it and said,

 

            “Oh, goody. You’re here.”

 

      I just sighed, starting to get annoyed, and said,

 

            “Yeah, I’m here. And I’m tired, so we better make this quick.”

 

      We walked inside. Zac yawned.

 

“You two talk, or whatever it is that you are going to do. I’m going to bed. Is Shepherd okay? Not sick or anything?”

 

“He’s fine.” Kate said.

“He was just fussy. I guess he’s not ready for to be at the loud venues during a concert, yet. He’s in the bassinet in our room. So be quiet when you go in.”

 

“Okay. Night, girls. Have fun.” He laughed as he walked to his room. I could hear him say quietly again,

“Camie’s got a crush on Mac.”

 

“Okay, I’m so going to do something bad to him in his sleep! He won’t leave me alone!”

Kate could tell that I was annoyed.

 

“I can tell that this is bugging you, so I won’t annoy you with it. But I am going to ask, do you really have a crush on Mac?” She was obviously interested and she wasn’t being like Zac about it.

 

“Yeah. I do.” I answered.

“I know that I just met him tonight and everything, but he’s so nice and he loves Converse like I do and that’s how we started talking – oh no! He didn’t give me my pink Converse back!”

 

      As I was explaining to Kate my reasoning for the crush, it completely slipped my mind that Mac still had my pink Converse!

 

            “What? Your pink Converse?” Kate asked.

 

“Yeah. He told me about how he wanted a pink pair of Converse and Diana wouldn’t let him and so I let him wear mine and he forgot to give them back! Oh well, I’ll text him and I’ll get them back tomorrow because he’s coming on the tour. I asked him to.” I smiled and Kate laughed and said,

 

“Oh my God! You asked him to go on tour! You really are crushing on him aren’t you? Well don’t worry. Nat, Nikki, and I will set you two up.”

 

“Kate, –“ I began.

 

“My mind’s made up. How cute? Okay. We better get some sleep. Big day tomorrow. I set up the guest room for you. Night, Camie. See you tomorrow.”

 

“Okay,” I decided not to get mad at Kate. I did have a crush on Mac and it’d be awesome if we could get together, but I couldn’t let that get in the way of my job. I had to remember that.

 

“Night, Kate.” We went to our rooms.

 

      That night before I went to sleep, I lay in bed and I was excited, nervous, and all out happy. I fell asleep not being able to wait for the Summer ahead of me.

Jun. 24th, 2008

broken_angel_zac

Celebrity Babysitter - Chapter 2

      Me and the kids spent the rest of the night with Mac. It was awesome finally having someone I can talk to. I can talk to the guys and their wives, but it's easier having someone to talk to who's closer to my age, plus, I had a crush on Mac, so of course I wanted to spend time with him, but I couldn't let him get in the way of my job. I might be just a babysitter, but I can't lose Hanson's trust.

          "So, Camie, where are you from?" Mac asked as he was playing with Ezra.

          "I'm from around here. Actually, I live - lived in a tiny town in the middle of nowhere called Nowata. It's nice. But 
          my aunt lives in Tulsa and I come here a lot so I know my way around. I love this place."

         "Wait, what do you mean when you say you lived in a tiny town? Do you not live there anymore?" he asked confused.

          "Well, I haven't been getting along with my parents very well. This job kind of saved me because I was about to move out. But then, I got this job and I'm saving the money that I'm getting to pay someone, probably my aunt, to live with her. So this job is just a temporary thing for me. As soon as it's over, when Summer's over, I got to find a place to live and then go back to school. I'm only fifteen so I still go to school. But I'm glad I'm here instead of having to look for another place to live." I explained.

          "Oh, that sucks." he said.
          "I'm sorry." 

          "Yeah. I know. But I'm not that worried. I'll make it all work out." I sighed.
          "I just wish I had someone like you around to talk to all of the time. I mean, tomorrow, we have a 
           show  in Dallas to go to. We'll leave tomorrow morning and I don't when I'll get to talk to you again."

          "Well, what if we text? You have texting right?" Mac asked. God I loved his eyes.
 
          "Yeah." I said.
          "Unlimited."

          "Okay, so give me your phone." I took my phone out of my pocket and handed it to him and he put his 
           number in it.

          "Now you put your number in my phone." He took his phone out of his pocket and gave it to me and I
           put my number in it.  

          "Okay, so now, we can text and still talk. I'll call you." He smiled.

          "Uncle Mac, play with me!" Ezra yelled.

           "Okay. Fine let's play." So as they played, Penny joined them and I watched River. Nikki had Everett and they were wondering around backstage while Hanson was on, performing. And Shepherd got really fussy and Kate thought he might be starting to get sick so she took him back to the apartment. I was supposed to stay the night with her and Zac tonight anyways.

      Mac is so good with kids. And I loved watching him with them. I couldn't stand the fact that tomorrow, we would be going to Dallas, and I wouldn't see him until I don't know when. So then as I was watching them and thinking, I thought of something. I didn't know if it would work but I had to try. So before the show was almost over, Natalie came and got Ezra, Penny, and River and said I was good for the rest of the night. Then, me and Mac walked out from backstage and we were going to the merchandise tables. As we were walking, there were many people snapping pictures of the little Hanson as he was often referred to. When we reached the tables, I said,

          "Mac, what are you doing this Summer?"

      Then, the music got louder as the guys started playing My Own Sweet Time. 

          "What?" he yelled.

       Okay, this wasn't going to work. I grabbed his arm and pulled him backstage. Not all the way back to the dressing room, just far enough that he could hear what I was saying.

          "Mac, what are you doing this Summer?" I asked again.

          "I don't know." He said.
          "Nothing, probably, why?"

          "I meant what I said about how I wished I had someone like you on tour so I could have someone to 
           talk to. Have you gone on tour with your brothers since, you know, they got older, and your parents
           stopped going with them?"

          "I've thought about it before. But never actually went. I'm done with homeschooling for this year and I
           guess I could go with them if they said it was okay, and mom said it was okay. Are you wanting me to
           go with you guys?" Mac aksed.

           "Well, yeah. I mean, only if you want to." I said quickly, and shyly.
           "It's just that, I can talk to the guys and Nat, Nikki, and Kate, but it's different when someone's there
            who's closer to my age. You don't have to go if you don't want to. I just thought it might be - fun. Who 
            knows?"

           "Oh I see." He smiled and let out a little giggle.
           "Well, okay. I'll see if I can go, but only for you. Okay?"

      I giggled this time.

           "Okay. Thank you." 

                                                   *                                               *     

      After the concert was over, I think it was obvious to everyone that I had a crush on Mac. So whenever Mac asked the guys and then asked Diana if he could go on tour, they smiled, looked at me, and then said yes. YAY! I was so happy! I was smiling from ear to ear. I couldn't believe it! He was going to go with me - I mean, with Hanson. This was going to be a great summer I can already tell. Just then, I saw Zac texting on his phone, then just a litttle bit after that, my phone vibrated in my pocket. I pulled it out and it was a text from Kate. It said:

 Zac just txt me & told me that u have a crush on mac. Just wait til u come ovr 2nite. We're gona talk. ; ) Cant wait! Lol!

     
I looked at Zac and he just gave me his I didn't do anything smile and I gave him a look and then I texted Kate back:

 Ok so mayb i do. ; ) Ur rite. Cant wait til we talk. Im gona hav a "talk" w/ ur husband bout bein nosy! Lol. Jk. TTYL!!

      I put the phone up and then, we all went home. I got in Zac's car and as we were leaving the venue, he laughed and said,

          "Camie's got a crush on Mac! Camie's got a crush on Mac!" 

          "Oh, shut up!" I laughed. 
          "Maybe I do. So what?"

          "You've got a crush on Mac! That's great. I am never going to leave you alone about this, you do know 
           that, right?"

          "Yes, I know." I said.


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